It’s funny. Funny how everything changes and time moves so fast. We shouldn’t live in the past, but sometimes we can’t help it, we struggle to move on. I miss certain things and people from the past, and I need to accept that they’re never coming back, I’ve tried to put on a front, the “idgaf” attitude, but I still think about the past far too much, always wondering what would have happened if things had turned out differently.
I’ve done a lot really to try and forget it, to move forward, but something has always held me back a bit and I’ve could never figure out what. However now, I believe it may in fact by my tumblr blog. I used to love tumblr and be addicted to it, but I don’t think I can carry on with this account any longer. I’ve felt somewhat better since abandoning my twitter account and making a new one. Everything where I’ve had memories, twitter, blogTV etc are all gone, apart from tumblr. I’ve had this particular account since January 2012, so it’s had a good 2-year run.
I just feel that it important to let go of the past and the people/person that has been holding me back. I just want to forget about her completely.
I have re-made blogs a couple of times, my previous one is still up for archive purposes and I will probably leave this one up as well. I just feel that the time has come to fully close a certain chapter and move on and enjoy my life. Once you get rid of old things that don’t work for you anymore, you can get new ones that do.
So to put all of this into perspective, I am planning to create a new tumblr account in the near future, a fresh start. I’ll be posting the link on this blog so for those of you that actually read my blog and care, you can continue to follow me and I will follow you back. I’ll then log out of this account permanently, move on from the past and enjoy my life with the amazing people that have stuck by me.
It’s time to write the next chapter.
Really happy, had a really nice day and feel absolutely fantastic :)